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About Me Member Lurker NightmareJuggalette21/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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Rock Bottom

Tue Aug 25, 2009, 12:19 PM
  • Mood: Pain
I don't know when I'll be able to produce artwork again. I've been suffering from some serious depression. The love of my life, Shaye, left me. He's moving to Las Vegas this Saturday and when he moves he will have a new girlfriend; someone he's been friends with for 5 years and is going to be living with. He didn't leave me for her, I was the one who fucked the whole relationship up, so the guilt is eating me alive. I don't know how I'm going to be able to fix my life. I have to move again, this time with some friends 45minutes away. I don't know how long I can stay with them, I may have to move back to my parents house in Okeechobee again.

I don't have anything else I can say. I don't want to exist anymore. You may not hear from me in a while, I need to fix my life.

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  • Current Residence: Port Saint Lucie
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: XXXL I put the F in Fat Kid lol
  • Interests: SINGING, horror movies
  • Favourite movie: too many to name, Big Money Hustlas, House of 1000 Corpses, Shaun and Dawn of the Dead, and Dogma
  • Favourite band or musician: Insane Clown Posse
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock..REAL Rock fuck Emo
  • Favourite artist: Jhonen Vasquez, Roman Dirge
  • Favourite poet or writer: Violent J Jamie Madrox
  • MP3 player of choice: My phone
  • Skin of choice: Skinsuit
  • Favourite game: American McGee's Alice
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox
  • Favourite cartoon character: Roger Rabbit
  • Personal Quote: I punch puppies in the face I DON'T GIVE A FUCK
  • Tools of the Trade: Vorpal Blade

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:iconmassacorejuggalette9:
~massacorejuggalette9 Nov 22, 2009, 6:44:31 AM
hey its xenahell666 but this is my new acount
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*apetc Oct 30, 2009, 2:18:24 PM
Thanks for the fav!

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Moments lost though time remains, I am so proud of what we were.
No pain remains, no feeling, eternity awaits.
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~ninjette-murphy29 Sep 3, 2009, 12:20:20 PM
Damn girl; I must say you can fucking draw!

MMFTCL

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♪We swing our hatchets and we're proud. The juggalos will carry on♪
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*Lillucyka Jul 23, 2009, 1:47:16 AM
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:iconsparklesplz: :bulletpurple::bulletwhite: :bulletblue::bulletwhite:::iconaldenecho::bulletwhite::bulletblue: :bulletwhite::bulletpurple: :iconsparklesplz:
:iconsparklesplz: Thank you for the fav!!!:iconsparklesplz:
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~xWicked-Scrubettex May 18, 2009, 3:46:57 PM
what up ninja, much love

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MMFWCL<3
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~NightmareJuggalette May 18, 2009, 8:32:01 PM
mcl homie

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Eat the living to survive the pain
because the hunger is the only thought
inside your brain.....
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~Jester-z Apr 29, 2009, 4:47:34 AM
Many thanks for the fave! You have some awesome drawings here yourself! I really dig your Samhain Nekkidness (which is a swell sentence in any context). Lots of moxy in that pic!

Thanks again!
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~NightmareJuggalette Apr 29, 2009, 10:26:11 PM
lol thanks so much for that

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Eat the living to survive the pain
because the hunger is the only thought
inside your brain.....
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=artimas Apr 28, 2009, 6:00:06 PM
thanks so much for the :+fav: :D

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